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Uhha...my stomach's been bugging me tonight...I better quit messin' about...don't know when the net'll go.

See The Life & Death of Colonel Blimp ; great british flick from 1943...IN COLOR! *An Uproar Of Applause*

yep...yep, yep, yep...

p.s. Wilhelm (Vilhelm) Von Straussburg (Strowsburg) ? lol....I did call him Wilhelm earlier though...nah, something else...

I still haven't named my walrus :/

I've occasionally just picked him/her up, start to pet it, then even rub against my face; which I've found kinda soothing for some reason. The only name that's really came to mind seriously, was while was against my face...Lal. On one hand, I really like it, but on the other, it isn't really a name I wanna say regularly; no offense Lal, truly. It'd be nice to have a meaningful name, but one I don't mind repeating over and over.

My usual brain is calling me ridiculous, crazy, and stupid, fine, not like I can bloody stop it.

Today's been World War I Day ; most focused on The Middle East Campaign of it. Interesting how much that war is still influential, even now.

Is there such a thing as getting happy gums, from eating? I just got done eating an apple, and I don't know, I just feel like it made them happy. :P

I'm now alone; family just left. I'm finishing The Little Drummer Girl , which I started last night; before I posted.

For lunch I had two slices of Tofurky roasted turkey, some soy-sation shredded cheese, some lettuce, mustard & eggless vegan light canola oil mayo, wrapped up in a wheat tortilla. Then two buckwheat frozen waffles, with some 100% natural maple syrup...lastly that apple & now, some Kettle multi-grain tortilla chips. Oh, and a little glass of soy slender chocolate milk, which my mom was using in her coffee; it might of been some herbal coffee, if whe'd seen any yesterday. It'll probably be a little bit before we checkout the local health food store.

I'm not steamin' today, it always happens at the end of the day, like I can only last til then before I need some release from my semi-ok farce bodysuit.

I guess I'll go finish the movie, then watch The U.S. vs. John Lennon

bye...

I just finished drinking a tofu soy milk fruit smoothie; it didn't totally agree with me. My parents liked it, but there was this after-taste, that made a gag a couple times; not sure what was the actual taste. Perhaps I'll just have to wait & get use to it. We bought pretty much all vegan food today; from what I was able to decipher anyways. I've been avoiding everything that contains Mono and Diglycerides ; I wish they'd state their source. Perhaps I should just avoid them anyways? Almost everything I wanted to try, was available at Fred Meyers; I wasn't able to get it all of course, and I tried my best to get as much organic as possible. There was no egg substitute though. :/

Overall, I kinda had fun today :p ; it was almost a game, reading all the ingredients xP

Because I saw the pairing of the words, One World, I now got You & Me & Pokemon , playing in my head; gonna try and drown it. :P

Going shopping today; the whole family's actually gonna try to change their diet along with me. I showed that dvd I mentioned before, to my mom; it's what caused her to wanna try. I think my stepdad's might be just going along with it, since both me & her wanna do it, but whatever. :) I know he doesn't wanna drink any of the alternative milks; mom seemed kinda apprehensive about it to...I'm looking forward to it. :p

I'm waiting for my pillows to get dry...sounds like they're done.

later...

Fact: The Vagina is Ergonomically Superior to the Penis

Which is indeed probably true; I don't recall ever once being glad I had penis, rather than a vagina. Exception though being, I'm glad I'll never have to worry about being pregnant; I wouldn't mind the periods necessarily, but carrying a living thing inside me...I'd like to have a kid, but I don't think I'd make the greatest mother; I'm not even sure about father, but I'd just have to take that chance, wouldn't I...or shouldn't I...

Why'd I have to go & get serious :P

I finally got around to doing another icon overhaul. I changed 6 of'em, which included my lone ST icon; sorry Krissy! One of the new is also my default; strange, it seems to be a HP one. xP

I watched Escape to Witch Mountain , for the first time last night. Wasn't bad, wasn't bad at all. The whole time watching it, I would periodically think to myself, once I first heard Tia speak, "That's the same girl who played Lindsey Wallace, It's Just Gotta Be!" It turns out though it wasn't, but the girl who did play Lindsey, is the sister to the girl who played Tia. Tia's Kim Richards, Lindsey's Kyle Richards; her being named Kyle, has always baffled me, anyways...I thought maybe Kim was credited by different name, because it was a low-budget horror flick, and maybe her parents and/or agent didn't want it to possibly taint her career, but no, wasn't her, but man I was so sure it was; close but no cigar. It also turns out they're also sisters to Kathy Hilton; mother of Paris & Nicky Hilton. :P Right the movie LOL, yeah it was good, I kinda wanna see Return to Witch Mountain now. It's cool both Kim & Kyle got to work with Donald Pleasence, actually I should say, got to be in film with Donald, because Kyle didn't actually act in any scene with him.

May He Rest In Peace...

For some reason, I feel the need to say:

FUCK HARRY POTTER!

I don't know why...

I'm gloomy again...I get this way everytime. Boredom helps too; I wish I could get my mind on something. I keep saying it and saying it...doesn't matter...hammer & chistle.

I watched a dvd today; topic being food & food ideas for being vegan or even just vegetarian. I got it from the library, but when I put it on hold, I didn't know/realize it was focused toward women; o'well. It was enlightening. 8 days without meat, woo...still eating dairy & rarely egg items; egg being basically just egg noodles. I haven't been drinking any milk, but I've been eating cheese & stuff with milk/cream in it; though I don't really want to. Just dealing til I no longer have to. Found a recipe for eggless oatmeal cookies; they were pretty good. I didn't make them though...another thing I should really kick my ass about.

bluh; I tell you, I have no momentum, whatsoever. I wish it came in a can; even better, with it's own key as well. Key, lol...I always find that context amusing, don't ask me why; thanks original Dawn of the Dead.

Last night I dreamnt that I had to figure out a way to get 12 pirates bathed at the same time. WHY LOL

I just finished watching Jackass 2: Unrated , for the 3rd time. I can't remember how many times I watched the first; at least twice, cause I know I listened to the commentary. I'm bored now once again...

Happy Mother's Day; later.

There Was A Malfunction In Transporter Room 28; Can We Re-Materialize!? D:

APD Indeed

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goodnight internet, I need to make myself happy...but also start downloading the new SModcast off iTunes. bloody iTunes...

Kevin's having a Q & A on his 37th birthday, in Red Bank, New Jersey. That'd kick so much ass, to be at. :/


p.s. I think Bejeweled 2, is personally, the best puzzle game ever.

Wowzah...in a couple hours, my mom'll be technically 40 years young; she does not look forty.

Been trying to write something, but it just isn't working...sometimes I have wondered what could of happened, if she hadn't got pregnant with me. While I watched Saved a second time today, this time with her; she hadn't seen it, I asked if I ruined her life or not; she said no, as she always does. I've always wished she had never gotten involved with my father...she was 16, he was in his 20's; don't remember his actual age, don't really fucking care. they grew pot, they sold drugs, they used drugs, he's been in a mental institution more than once...I wish her life had turned out fucking better than it did. she quit high school, because of fucking him; pun may or may not be intended. She never finished college, she probably could of, if it weren't for me.

Am I really worth, what her life became...